Now I'm more lonely than before, but that's ok

I feel like filing a missing persons report, Kini, where in the world have you hidden yourself away to? :(
Now I'm abusing my blog in order to find you... lol.
I cannot believe I haven't been on here for so long... This year has really gone by fast, I'm so amazed. I'm also feeling like its time for winter, and I find myself actually looking forward to having to put on layers of clothes, and wear scarves and gloves and such.
I'm getting more and more restless lately, I don't know if its the seasons or the routines growing old or what. Hopefully I'll find ways to entertain myself still ^^

Watching korean dramas is helping tho :P

Anyway, I love you, still.

~Leene~ "I've just ready-made another fucking lovesong." xoxx

Coz you know; they're just doughnuts... they're not love

Haha, as I am currently eating doughnuts, I thought a little "Supernatural" quote fitted the title perfectly ;) Even though... they are love! :P lol.

That having been said... YAAAAYYYY I'M ONLINE! :D :P Yes, I now know exactly how to work this whole "top-up" business. Went to the 3 store in Wimbledon today, and bought a voucher, and voilá! Here I am ;) hihi, I'm waay excited, and so I watched "Clap Clap", and did the silly dance moves, and now its stuck in my brain, and I've got a stupid grin plastered on my face, and I'm just glad nobody can see me right now :P I'm a tool, lol.

Yesterday was not a great day, and so I went shopping to make myself feel better, and I ended up buying 5 dvd's -_- I'm HOPELESS! WAH! I will be poor before the year is over, I swear. Geez :( :P but at least I have a nice collection now... :P and really... any movie with L in it must be worth watching, neh? :O OI! *just realized she forgot about Fujiwara* sowwy hunii. I'll get Kaiji next time maybe... along with 14 blades, I'm gonna go through withdrawals if I can't see cutesie bandits wearing basically nothing again soon ;) (as if its just anyone, lol)

Well, its time to go explore the net some more ;)

Oh, oh, what's this I see? It looks like... a purple line! I gotta introduce myself :P (and I'm thinking: why do I have to introduce myself to a line? ... o_O :P)

~Leene~ "I really wanna... lalala" :P not finishing that sentence, lol. xoxx

Who are YOU gonna prank? ^^

I've just watched an hours worth of 100% entertainment :P It was April Fool's day episode, and they were pranking these poor girls, lol. It made me realize its almost 1st of April! :O :P What will I do? ... no, in honesty I've always been really crap at pranking people. I guess I'm just not very creative when it comes to finding tricks and jokes to pull on people... :P I wish I was better, but this is the truth. Help me prank someone!?!?! :P lol.

I've been pranked good by people though... one time I got pranked so bad I almost started crying :P it was April the 1st, but I had forgotten... ah, the memory makes me laugh, coz it was such a good prank! :P Kudos for that one, Lulu!

Well, I'm going to bed now, earlier than usual, lol :P its only 4 ;)
Ring Ding Dong keeps playing nonstop in my head, its sooo addictive, I love it :P

Other than that... see you tomorrow loveys. <3

I still love you, though.

~Leene~ "Bo peep, Bo peep, Bo peep; meeow." xoxx

Ring ding dong

I've been going to bed the same time as other people wake up in the morning ever since I came back "home". :P The first day it was 7am, last night it was 8.30! :O (but only coz the clock's changed!! At least I have sooome excuse.) Its insane, but that's what the deprived do when they finally have internet again -_- ai ai ai.

But honestly, its all Show's fault! I'm laughing my arse off every night, and I can't stop watching! "Nose, nose, chin!" lulwhut? I have no idea :P All I know is that I'm back in the zone, and I wanna LEARN!

I've just finished watching the brilliant movie "The Rebound", which I bought at the airport. Tax free is the most amazing thing ever :P Next on the menu is "Assassin's Blade", "Seven Swords" and "Hero". I guess its obvious what kind of mood I'm in ^^ lol.

And I've got a certain little devil's voice stuck in my head. ("sarang, sarang, sarang" -_- whaaaa.)

If you wanna know what's up, stay awake and talk to me all night ;) <3

You know I still love you.

~Leene~ "Ah bei kun ah" :P Ah, I die so much. xoxx

What can you teach then? I can teach Standard 2! xD

Wow, it really has been a long time since I've even been onto my blog, and its kinda weird seeing it again... Seeing as since last time I blogged, I've moved to England, rented a room in a house, got a job, and am now home in Norway on a nine days vacation... :P so yah, I should probably fill up my nine days with useless blog entries, since there will be none (again) once I get back to my new life. And it really is an entirely different life. I've grown up, and I don't depend on people as much. I've realized that noone can really be there for you at all times, so its better to just get used to doing things on your own. These past months have been so draining, emotionally, and I've really discovered alot about myself, and I've gone through more than I had in a long time. I sort of got thrown into this whole "adulthood" thing, and it was scary, and lonely, but I got through it. I'm on the other side now, and everything has finally calmed down, and I've accepted things. I feel at ease.

Last night I stayed up till 7 am, just being online and chatting. Its been so long since I've been able to be online properly, I just couldn't let it go. It was my mum's 40th birthday party today, and so I had to be social the whole day, and I'm insanely tired now. Its only 1 am, but I think I'll probably fall asleep earlier tonight. Which I suppose is alright, seeing as I've already done the most important things I wanted to do online anyway :P (like putting Jiro and Lee and Danson all over my ipod xD but hey, there's always more to come :P)

I think I'm going to leave it for now, seeing as I am actually falling asleep slightly. I've grown so attached to Kini and Ursi the last month, so its really weird not being able to text them while I'm in Norway... I don't like it, to put it simply. I guess it really is true that you can't have it both ways. Some people say "you can't have your cake, and eat it too" but I've never understood that expression, because clearly you can :P I would know, I've eaten waay too much cake today. I'm so full right now, but being able to eat my mum's food again really is fantastic. I really miss proper dinners, but I don't see myself starting to take responsibility and cook myself dinners anytime soon. I'm simply not that desperate yet, and I'm anyways much too lazy.

So, hoping I'll be able to talk to my lovelies tomorrow, and be online moooore and update myself :P lol.

I still love you, though.

~Leene~ xoxx "That boy is a monster" (guess who) :P

They say that kitty's got soul...

And before I go to bed (who am I kidding, I mean before I watch another episode of Supernatural, while snacking on toast and chocolate milk -_-) I thought I'd just leave some pics. And yes, I am a complete tool when it comes to taking pictures of myself... I am... a cam whore ^^ but only in my own company.





Look at this deranged haircolour! I need to go blond asap, I don't even know what to call this... oh well. At least that's another colour I can check off my list of "colours I have tried to have my hair". -_- I think that's what you call epic fail. I'm never happy with my hair, I guess that's something I have to live with... Or, just continue to try new colours until the day I find myself. Or die. Whichever comes first :P (jk).

This time, for cereal: GOOD NIGHT.

~Leene~ "Slipping into nighttime." xoxx

The smell of cakes and pies are absolutely everywhere...

My room is this completely obnoxious thing, with pink walls covered in posters and magazine cut-out, filled with books, dvd's, A BIG FUCKING CLOSET FULL OF CLOTHES, teddy bears on top of the closet, book shelves and under my desk, and bags hanging everywhere. It looks... mostly like a storage room. It's completely childish, but the way I see it... Its my first proper room. When I was little, we never had our own house. We rented places, -and we did live one place for 5 years-, but we never lived anywhere longer than 5 years. So I never had one house to call "home". Home was wherever we were, which was fine. But then we moved back to the island where my mom grew up, and started building our own house, and right before we moved to London in 2008 it was finished. So... I've actually not lived here as long as I think. It feels like home. It feels good. And thus, I have finally gotten the girly room I've always wanted :)
Wow, this was a completely random and useless story... anyway, my whole point was: this is my first room that is all mine, therefore I will decorate it as if I were a 5 year old princess-wannabe girl ^^ :P

And behold! I succeeded ^^ Lol.

(It's getting late, can you tell? My brain is phunking up, and things make less sense :P)

Well, nightie.

~Leene~ xoxx