I don't believe people should be allowed to come stamping into other people's dreams without asking first

Ok, so I'm going to be weird again, and say that I now want to learn welsh. ^^ I know, it's very random, but it seems one of my favourite movies growing up was inspired by welsh mythology, and... I don't know, I think it sounds cute? :P
So now I want to learn Japanese, Korean and Welsh. Three difficult languages to learn, I'm sure.

This is the movie, by the way ^^

Anyway, I guess I'm very into fairytales lately, and watching Disney movies etc... I don't know why, but for now that's how it is.

Well, I'm in school now, so I should go eat or something... it's half an hour left of my lunch period, and then we have P.E... :S it's safe to say I look forward to going home in three hours. Ciao ^^

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "You can probably read my pokerface... but it's not like it matters anyway ^^" xoxx

She thinks she's so damned fine...

"She may be fine,
but she ain't worth a second of your time."

Well lovelies, another day done over with, and finally weekend. I've been watching way too much Skins today, I think it's turning me cuckoo. I'm already through the first season, and now have to wait til Monday for my friend to lend me the second season! :S How will I survive without Chris, Cassie, Tony, Sid, Maxxie and all the rest? Geez, fuckit. :P

Okay, a break is probably good, and tomorrow is my friend S's 18th b-day, so :D going to a birtday get-together at her's, with all my friends, so that should be good :]

Right now I'm listening to Cheryl Cole, and I'm contemplating wheter or not I can be arsed to tidy in my closet... or if I should just go to bed... but then I slept for a couple of hours this evening, so I'm a bit knackered from that, and should probably get my clothes sorted out instead. Hmm, choices, choices.

Either way, I'm out of here ;) G'night lovelies.

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "Wow. That's lovely. Totally lovely." xoxx

We're only liars, but we're the best :)

A couple of inspirational quotes for you tonight :)

"You just have to go after what you want, and if it doesn't want you back, then so be it. It doesn't deserve you anyways." -Nicole Richie.

"Look, dreams exist to be realized. If you don't do it, who's going to? Other people have nothing to do with it. If you're not even confident to make that decision, don't bother thinking about it." -JR.

Now I'm really going to bed, because I'm dying here.

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "The ribbon on my wrist says 'do not open before christmas'." xoxx

Take my advice, cause we are BAD NEWS!

I've started watching yet another show... Skins... I really need to lay off, but I can't help it. I love brittish youth, and if there's a show where I can watch them, and get reminded of London... well, I'll take it :P there's a guy called Chris on it, and he's my favourite, fyi. ;)

Speaking of today, I went home with my friend R after school, and I've never been to her house before, so that was really fun :D I had a great day, even though I was wet to the bone thanx to the rain, and I'm pms'ing pretty bad atm. Still, I went to hers because she wanted me to come with her for the christmas tree lighting... they turned on all the christmas lights on a big tree that they have in an open square outside all the shops where she lives. Everyone that lives in that place were there, and they had many stands, and we could buy hot chocolate and christmas things. :) We were running along the streets, me carrying a big black umbrella, getting soaked, and waiting for the lights to be turned on. After that her dad drove us back to hers, and we watched Skins, which is when I got addicted :) Earlier we watched Mansfield Park, which was a good movie too. Ate tacos and chocolate, and drank pepsi and red bull. I've been so full all day, it's kind of annoying :P really tired now, but I just felt I needed to update myself on blogger before I could go to bed with a clear consience, so that's why :P

Well, Hadouken can sing me to sleep now. I have many busy weeks ahead, so wish me luck, and I'll try to get back tomorrow.

I love you, though <3

~Leene~ "I don't care if she thinks she's "indie"; how she's different is anyone's guess." xoxx

We stay because we don't know where else to go

It's nice having someone to love, isn't it? Getting to say "I love you" to someone, even if it's not romantically, it's special. I like it, anyway. Loving people... I like love. It's grand ;)

Now, there's twenty minutes left of my school day, and after that I'm going to my dad's for the night. Probably going to watch H2o with my sister, and I don't care if that's childish of me to watch, because I like watching shows that she can watch together with me. I shouldn't have let her watch Prison Break, and I'm not going to let her watch Fringe, or Supernatural (even though I'd probably be more scared and jumpy than her :P), so Disney Channel it is :P

Random love confession: I love butterflies because they remind me of Loveless <3 :P In fact, I'm wearing a blue butterfly ring as we speak write. I used to be obsessed with them two summers ago, and bought t-shirts, necklaces and rings with butterflies on :P I get these kind of obsessions, maaan. So that's another thing people can always give me, and I'll like it just because of the memories; butterflies.

Well, I have to go now. :] later, lovers.

"A teenage vow in a parking lot
Till tonight do us part."
-Fall out Boy, Hum Halleluja.

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "You're still in our hearts." xoxx

Baby, when it's love, if it's not rough it isn't fun...

Isn't it pretty? No wonder I want this in my room. If I could have my way (and I will, eventually) my room will be filled with pretty junk, that makes it look like a cross between a toyshop, Claire's, a pastry café, a circus and a market... in other words; filled with special stuff with meaning and beauty. :] I can already picture the way my perfect house/appartment would look like... ah, I think I should try to draw it... :P but it wouldn't make much sense, and I'm sure it would be sort of trashy... or maybe that's kitsch? :P

Anyway, this picture reminds me of Roswell, when Max paints a red heart on the brickwall outside Liz' room (he's drunk), and then he presses it with his fingers, and the heart starts glowing... (alien powers and all that jazz :P) It's really cute, and cool! And yeah... this is the way a mortal boy would have to go to do the same :P lightbulbs.

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "When he's looking, she falls apart." xoxx

No matter lightning or thunder, buckets of rainwater, you can't flood this town.

I'm obsessed with these kinds of bows recently (I blame you, Kini, just so you know! :P) :





I really want to try and make some, so maybe I'll try when I have time... they're really cute, and it would be so cool to have homemade presents for people, neh? :P

So, if anyone doesn't know what to give me for Christmas, then give me these! :P lol, I think I need to add them to my wishlist, definitely. I don't even care what they look like, they've got that "childhood" feel to them, you know? They were very 90's, at least to me. :)

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "Should we sell our soul, and see where it gets us?" xoxx

I will go down with this ship

So, I've decided that I want to start experimenting with baking... :P yes, it sounds weird, but yesterday I cleverly told my mother that "I want to bake Christmas cookies this year"... her response was a wide grin, shining eyes and an excited voice that said: "REALLY?!?" :D yea... so I just have to hope that I'm good at it... What I want to do is be home alone, with recipees and equipment, and then just try it out on my own, and experiment. Because as my motto goes: "How hard can it be?" :P

I have to go now, my teacher is annoyed at our laptop use :S

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "I won't put my hands up, and surrender." xoxx

Hello my freaky darlings

I think it's time we got back together, Dorian. ^^

So, I've just watched "The league of extraordinairy gentlemen" and it's a brilliant movie. Dorian Gray is in it! :D you can imagine my joy at the sight of him, and then as I realized it was Stuart Townsend who played Dorian, the very same man who played the lovely Lestat in "Queen of the Damned"... I was temporarily in heaven ;)

Man: What are you?
Dorian: I am... complicated.

On another note, I really wish people would stop spinning everything out of proportion, and act as if me not giving a shit about school is the end of the world. There are worse things than getting bad grades, which I don't even get that bad grades, it's just my geography that's a little "off". See, I'm supposed to take a special exam in geography in two weeks, due to being in England last year, and my stupid teacher not wanting to give me a grade in that subject since I'd been gone for half of the school year... but I haven't even begun to read for the exam, so I'm going to do it next summer instead ^^ See, there will always be other options, other choices. Like I saw on Fringe today; everyday you wake up you have to make all kinds of choices, and they lead you to where you end up at the end of the day, and at the end of your life. Everything you do shapes you, and if you'd even just done it slightly different, everything would be different. Fascinating, isn't it?
So the way I see it I have loads of options, and choices, and different directions to steer my life, and it is up to me to find the "right" way for myself. Not you, so don't worry, ok?? If all goes wrong, it's on my shoulders, so I'll deal with that when that happens. Not anyone else, me. And if I then ask for help, then that's another story, but until then... relax ;) take it easy. You've done your part, now let me do mine.

I love you, though.

(I suppose this is the monologue I wish I could tell people... I suppose it sums up some of what I want to say. :P)

~Leene~ "I can't hide." xoxx

You're nobody in this town until you have a stalker

I want to work as a waitress in a small town diner... once again, here I go with my random obsessions. But watching Roswell will do that to you, I swear :P It seems so nice working at the Crash Down, like Liz does, and I kind of wish we had diners around here... but then again, I wouldn't like serving the people here. :P

:P We have "subject-day" in school today, which basically means every friday we have one subject for 7 lessons in a row. Today's been Scenography day, and we've made snow crystals out of paper and "ice-bergs" out of wood and fabric... fuuun :P
In just a short hour it's finally time to go home, and I have dad's house to myself this weekend, so I'm having my friend R over, and we're gonna watch movies and eat pizza and have fun :]

Yesterday I slept from around seven pm til ten pm, and I was knackered when I woke up :P so dead. I think I'm exhausted because I'm not being creative... but then I can so easily fix it, I just don't. Whatever :P

I have to go now, but if you want something fun to do sometime you're bored, go to www.faceinhole.com :P you can put your face in any picture, it's so cool. And fun to do when you're bored in school ;)
Love love!

~Leene~ "I watch you when you are sleeping." xoxx

But I can't hide

Is it weird if I say that I want a conspiracy? ... Watching Roswell makes me think; I wish someone had a secret, a big one. And I wish I knew about that secret. I wish my life depended on wheter or not I could keep said secret. -_- ok, I know I've officially crossed the line from moderately lucid, to completely mental. Sometimes I wish I was crazy, just so that I could see really exciting things, that weren't really there... but obviously that would also have it's downsides, so I guess I'm ok. Still. Would it be too bad to want to go to bed because it's an escape from thinking of your conspiracy filled, dangerous life, as opposed to going to bed because you simply have nothing better to do, and know you need the sleep? Wah, I don't know ^^ :P I'm sure if it really was my life, I wouldn't want it to be so complicated... but you never want what you have anyway, so why not just want it all?




I need to pack a small bag now, since I'm going on my weekly sleepover at my dad's tomorrow. It's so much easier now that I can just stay at his place from wednesday til thursday every week. I guess I'm trying to make up for 18 years.

(top two pics are from the norwegian Christmas tradition movie: three gifts for Cinderella. I think the girl playing Cinderella is really pretty :])

See yah! :)

~Leene~ "I am what I am." xoxx

And injustice deliciously squared

If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?

Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?
~

We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

- - -

I've been watching Disney movies alot lately, my favourite being The Lion King. One thing I realize when I watch it is that they focus alot on pride... like it's something we all have and we can rely on to always be there or something. And here I thought pride was a bad thing... seeing as it is one of the seven deadly sins, after all. -_- well, I guess I was wrong *sarcastically* Anyway, I suppose that's a good thing then, seeing as I know pride would be my sin.

So, here are some youtube vids you should check out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGIoRUlzE2Q - which is the best song from the Lion King movie :] Simba is so great, and full of excitement and expectations for his future as king... I think it just shows his point of view as a child destined for something unusual. :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsblUlaeJm8 - and this is the same song, only in Norwegian... I have this thing that I prefer to watch children's movies in Norwegian, because obviously that's what I used to when I was little and didn't understand anything else :P I remember I absolutely hated English movies, and I always wanted them to be dubbed to Norwegian... :P Now I hate dubbs, but children's movies are different ^^

Well, my drawing of a house in perspective is almost finished, and it looks quite good, so I'm happy :]
Also, have you heard of this thing called NaNoWriMo? National Novel Writing Month. I think it's such a cool thing :P

Well, later ^^

~Leene~ "Our teeth and ambitions are bared, be prepared." xoxx

Hello little boys, little toys

I'm going to try catching up on things I need to do today... I have just had one period of Art, and two more to go, but our teacher is out in the school halls watching all the other students in my class, as they draw the walls in perspective... :P I didn't much feel like sitting in a white-mental-hospital-like hall, drawing the walls and corners and whatnot. ^^ ;) so I'm sitting in the classroom drawing from our text-book. Yay.

These days I'm mostly busy watching Roswell again <3 I completely forgot how much I love that show, and I'm now completely hooked again xP Michael, I love you <3!!!!! :P hah, not like that's a surprise.




Even if you do claim to be a "stonewall"... :P He's kind of like me, in the way that he's terrified to let people in, and he doesn't trust anyone much. I suppose it's sad, but I see it as normal and logical, so I can live with that.

~Leene~ "We're the dreams you're believing." xoxx

Oh, I just can't wait to be king =^_^=

So, Kini's been putting up stuff she'd like to have in jars, which got me thinking; what would I put in jars? (besides cookies I mean ;) :P) and ignoring the fact that putting things in jars slightly makes me think of root-cellars, and having dead insects and small animals like frogs and toads put in jars, or just green and icky stuff in general really... :P yeah, aside from that ^^

I really like the idea of jars full of bows, but seeing as I don't have many bows, that wouldn't be very productive :P so I'm thinking more like rings... :) I have many rings, and many fingers for them to go on, so that seems like a good one ^^ for me anyway, since I like them <3

Well, I have a lot to say, but I actually don't have the time, as it is already past one am, and I should have packed to go to my dad's over an hour ago... yeah, I'm bad. OH, and it's father's day on Sunday, so tomorrow I have to get up at ten, take the boat over to my dad's at 11.30, then go straight to the shops and buy him something, then be back at his place for 13.30, when I'm to babysit my sister til 17.00... :P I have a whole schedule for going to my dad's, lol. Ah, well. Whatever, I'm quite happy to do it ^^

I'll see wheter or not I have any time to write down any randomness tomorrow, but I wouldn't bank on it ^^ even though I love you all ;)

~Leene~ "I'm gonna be a mighty king, so enemies Beware!" xoxx

Nothing really, except for waterfalls...

I want to buy a waterfall... :P ok, randomness, lol. I'm sitting in History class, and our teacher just told us that around year 1900 people could get permission to buy waterfalls, if they wanted. :O how cool is that??

~Leene~ "Why does love always feel like a battlefield?" xoxx

Annoy, tiny blonde one, annoy like the wind!

"You have a problem with Veronica, you leave. Actually, you have a problem with Veronica, you're pretty much dead to me, so just, like, evaporate or something, I don't know. That's kind of a general invitation. If you don't like my girlfriend, then... just start heading towards the rectangle with the knob."

Ok, so yeah, I'm a litte in love with Logan Echolls too :P Watching Veronica Mars is making me feel really nostalgic, and I keep thinking about the past, and where I've been. It's so weird that I'm the same person as I've always been, but at the same time, I'm not... if you know what I mean :P I change, just like everything else in the world, and it's too weird for me to think about. ^^ oh, well. I like that I can watch old shows and have the same feelings as I had the first time I saw them. Like a rerun of my feelings. I can just put on VMars, and I'm there again.

Also, I've decided that I want my last name to be Casablancas xD I wouldn't mind being married to Dick Casablancas (from Veronica Mars :P), and he has the finest surname in the world ^_^ I'm in love with his name, dude. What is up with that? :P



Aaand, I found the guy of my dreams (I know what you're thinking; "another one?" :P), but this is the original guy I liked since I was too young to like people like that. Geez, it's so weird, but I've always remembered him, and I can't believe little seven year old me liked someone who was near forty... o_O -_- I'm sickk. Anyway, he isn't a real person, he's a character on a soap show I used to secretly watch when I was little, so... :P what else? lol.

Bad Romance (Lady Gaga) and Russian Roulette (Rihanna) are the two most played songs of the week, so check them out ^_^

Now it's time for me to fold some clothes, make a quick powerpoint on Buddhism, and then try to be in bed by one am. Can she do it? Probably not, but isn't the suspense just killing you? ^^ ;)

(The pictures of Veronica and Logan at the 80's dance are just so cool, I think, and Logan's "costume" is really the best ever :P And V looks so cute all black and gothy :])

~Leene~ "Thoughts of me? Hey, I get it. Sometimes I'm up all night, just thinkin' about myself." 0:) xoxx