Dilemma

It's a hot, pink neverland, and I'm melting. Welcome to my neverland; You can never be satisfied here. You never get enough, and you always have too much.

OK, sooo I'm packing now... weell, more like trying to pack all my shit into a small suitcase. I'm not bringing my big, pink suitcase this time, as I almost died last year, twice, from the weight. What can I say? I'm a girl; what's the point of a man if I can do everything on my own? We need to be completed. Maybe the reason we can't be fully complete is because we were made as a half. Some of us are ok being only half a person, and until you're a teenager I don't think you notice coz you're a child, which is already a half. But then you're older and you realize the missing weight on yourself. I've heard you need to love yourself before you can love anyone else, but how can you if you don't have anyone to show you how to do that? Blaaah.

Back to the packing. I have to make sure not to pack too much, since I'll be shopping alot, but it's warm out so I'm probably gonna be changing clothes alot. Dilemma.

Today is a boring day. It's warm, I have two days left to pack (and I haven't started), all my friends are either working, on holiday, or live somewhere else entirely, and I'm fed up with the internet. Last summer was all about the real world, and I'll be damned if this summer is any different. I want to read, I want to write, but the heat is making me lazy.

Waaaah, I'll be back later.

~Leene~ "When love takes over" xoxx