I've got the frequency to turn you on

So, I've just gotten home, had a glass of chocolate milk and one with orange juice, and am currently sitting in my bed under my duvet. I feel good. And I thought this would be a bad day, coz it started off so good, but it's been ok :) surprisingly.

Now, I'm gonna have a hamburger for dinner, then I'm heading out to meet wifey at five, and we're going around collecting money for cancer. Ringing people's doorbells and begging, in other words :P it's for school, because we're seniors (I suppose we'll call us that, even though we're not in America ;) lol), and apparently seniors are the people in the country that help out the most with these kinds of fundraisers. :) oh well, two hours of my life that can save someone else? I'm ok with that :)

Well, I gotta go get ready, but I'll try to be on later :)

I love YOU, though. ^^

~Leene~ "Hey there, tin smiles." xoxx

Fight for myself...

Ok, so I checked my list, and it's more like 40-50 manga's on it... -_- but 10 of them will be ordered in the coming week :)

So, this weekend was indeed very relaxing, and I'm glad it turned out the way it did. I was supposed to go to the local bar with my girls again, but last minute I just realized I didn't feel like it. I don't like to be stupid, so I'll try to be smart instead. I've been going out as often as I can to kill a need, but I'm not into it anymore. Deceiving myself and such. If it happens, it happens, but I'm not going to try to make it happen anymore. Meh.
Instead I really felt like seeing my sister, and spending time with her, so I went to my dad's on Friday by boat. :) We spent the weekend finding different tv shows to watch, and we also watched second season of Castle <3 I do love Rick and Kate, Ryan and Espesito :P
Also, saturday night we played scrabble with the rest of the family, and watched the last episode of "heartbeat", so it was a good day. Sunday I went back home, and saw the "Cirque du freak" movie, which I loved as well :P So funny.
All in all, it was a very relaxing weekend, and I'm glad it turned out that way :) sometimes the most important thing is to be with your family, and yourself, and have nothing to worry about. Even if you know it's not everlasting, "out of sight, out of mind" or something along those lines, neh? ;)

Well, it's monday again now, and back to school. :( I've got P.E, scenography and Religion today, so it's a pretty crappy day, but I've got plans for myself :) Let's just say I'm into drawing again, and that always inspires me :)

I loved you first.

~Leene~ "the dog days are over..." xoxx

I don't want to give it to anyone...

So, I saw the Avatar movie yesterday... it was much better than I expected. It doesn't look like a good movie, but it is. :) so that was a nice surprise, lol.

Lately I've been getting back in the "anime game" as I'd call it, and I've started checking out new stuff again. I saw Zombie Loan in a day, but there was nothing more than what I'd already read in the manga's... :/ depressing. I wanted to see what would happen. I really need to order some manga's online asap, or I'll fall behind! :P My current list of manga's to buy has got at least 20 books on it, so I have to start soon before it increases! :O :P

I also saw Special A, I got SO hooked I had to see it all. I love rich anime characters who go to top schools and have a lot of family drama due to their status. Marriage interviews. Japan has no boundaries when it comes to what they write about, it's too good! :) :P all the characters in S.A are too good, I love them all <3

I'm starting to miss London more and more again, as it is, every few months I get this pull, a need to go London. :( I wish I could ditch everything and get lost in Waterstones with a cup of Starbucks frapp, and all the newest books I'm into. This depresses me. Take me away today.

Random: I want to be a ninja :P I wish I had a goal in life, a proper one like in animes, not like "I want to be a doctor". That's not what I mean about goal. Goal = "I want to save the world (or a specific group of people)" OR "I want to take over the world". ^.^ those are the two goals I value :P I don't even mind people who want to take over, they amuse me. To be so conceited and ambitious at the same time... how can that not fascinate me? :P So yeah, I wish I had more ambitions, and more ways to get to where I dream of going. Dreams = pointless. ^.^ I suppose life is just getting by until the end. There isn't a meaning anymore, I think we evolved away from that... lol. :P I want a big secret. Something only I know.

Meeeh, sorry for weird topics today. I'm tired, and a little sick of it. When i get home (in an hour) I can't relax like I want to, because I have to do stupid geography. I don't even care. -_-

I wish I could watch "Castle" and relax, with orange juice, chocolate covered strawberries, and hot cocoa with cream, and fries. Disgusting combo, but that's what I'm into these days. :P

Love of the day: my bed. Sleep. No thoughts. Blank minds. Massages. Relaxation.

^.^ but I still love you, though.

~Leene~ "If you're missing I will run away." xoxx

That girl's a trick, my friends say...

The world should be made up of cute musicians... ^.^ just a little insight into my train of thoughts on this day. :P We have Norwegian lesson now, so instead I'm checking out my latest band discoveries... This Providence! :O :P ok, so I've listened to some songs before, nothing big, but today my friend showed me one of their MV's, and one of those kids looked like a redhead, his hair seriously looked like it was on fire, man! :O :D I loved it! So, conclusion, now I love that band ^_^ thanks, David. :P Though my friend insists that his hair is brown, so we've agreed on a reddish-brown colour. Still, it was awesome. And 21 is not that old ;) hehe.

Anyway, this all seems a litte weird, I'm sure, especially since I'm one of those people who don't much like redheads... I mean, of course some of them can probably be nice (ok, one of my friends is a redhead underneath her brown dye, and she's nice!), but my experience is just... not that nice ^^ People who have been mean to me have had a way of always having red hair. Dunno why. Sooo, that's why it was a bit of a surprise that I totally fell for this kid on sight, because of his red hair. ^^ this is such a useless blog... :P gomen!

I gotta go now, busses to catch, homework to do once I get home, then private geography lesson with my grandmother to "teach" me... maybe I'll be back later, but don't hold your breath ;) ^^

I love youse.

~Leene~ "fireflies stuck on repeat in my head, owl city!" xoxx

You sneak all the way out here to stare at space and shit?

I went to my friend's house after school today, and didn't come home til around five o'clock, and watched the movie "heartbreakers" (which I mentioned earlier). I love that movie so much, I remember I bought it while living in London, and I used to watch it like three times a day for a short period after buying it :P xD anyway, today after I'd seen it, I just kind of rolled over in bed and closed my eyes for a while... which turned into my mother coming down to my room (in the basement) to say good night around 11:15 pm. Faaaaiilll. Of course it happened today, after I'd talked to Kini about falling asleep in the middle of the day etc. Typical. :P Anyway, I still had homework to do, so I just startet the movie from the beginning again, and while glueing all my artwork into my coursework book, I watched the movie for the second time in one day. Yaay. :D

Have you seen "Heartbreakers"? It makes me want to put on slutty clothes and start conning people ^.^ but that's just me, haha.

Well, I'm off to bed then, a bit late (2 am! :O :O blah). Nightie night, lover.

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "Listen, dipshit!" xoxx

Remember back in the day...

Can you decide to love someone? Because I don't really believe in "true love" for everyone, but I believe that you can always learn to love someone. If you're forced to be with someone alot, then over time, you'll grow to love that person just because you get to know each other so well. That's still love, though, so instead of learning to love someone, you can also decide to love someone? Hmm, this isn't very deep, but I just suddenly got to thinking about it.
And if someone has decided to love you, isn't that even more amazing than someone who just "fell" for you? Because then it's a choice, and it's a good one. Neh? Does this make any sense at all? :P

Anyway, I have decided to not worry, and to love as many people as possible. However, is it possible to be filled with love, but be unaffected when people let you down? Because I don't believe in heartbreak, so that's kind of contradicting.

Gonna go watch the movie "heartbreakers" now (ironically enough :P), as it is one of my favourite movies, and I do love Jennifer Love Hewitt.

Songs of the day: GD's "A boy", and Dara and CL's "Kiss". :]

I love you, still.

~Leene~ "party like a rockstar." xoxx

I don't care-e-e-e-e-e

First, I want to show you a video :P =
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EFlEqvGIRCE, here's one of my favourite parts of "I know what you did last summer"... :P I know, it's weird, but wouldn't that just be every girls nightmare? I mean, seriously, that's the worst he could've done her :P I can just imagine waking up with all my hair chopped off... I'd die just from the shock :P I think Sarah is so cute in this scene :) and especially when she smashes the mirror xP

And another thing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gamtUQqG_-E, if this is dry humping, then I'm the queen of France... -_- and if GD goes to jail for that, then WTF??? That's just silly... of course, I have no idea what he's singing about in his songs, so maybe they're very explicit, but still... I hardly doubt they could be worse than some of the songs from american artists, and they don't go to jail for not warning people about the content. At least, I don't think? :P

And on to other topics; I think Park Bom is the cutest member of 2ne1 :] she's too adorable, I can't believe she's the oldest! And her MV is adorable too, it's so sad :'(






Haha, of course I had to post the pic of her and GD ;) they're so cute though, he's such a silly boy :P <3

I love you, though.

~Leene~ "I can't make it happen any faster" xoxx